Looks like I may be the only one beside you that has more than 5 kids. We have 6. Im still premed, just completing my last prereqs for med school and plan to start med school 2006. My kids do notice that I dont have as much time as I used to and some of their comments they make do make me feel guilty--but such is life. I cant be there all the time and that is something we just all have to accept. Is it worth it? I hope so, I will only know that answer after the fact and Im still on my way to get there.